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TDM 007

content warnings for this TDM include: violence, potential death, body horror, physical transformation, loss of senses, loss of autonomy

⏵ arrival⏴



Arrival does not happen as Aurora usually plans for it. New characters are introduced to the AI, then informed of a mission that they are required to participate in before they can return to their home base of Etraya. A world called Aphaia is falling apart, and while there is nothing they can do to resolve this broken world, they can participate in the Gamerunner's Stratagem.

Their mission is simple: step through the glowing purple portal that Aurora creates once they've had time to listen to her, and survive until a similar portal reopens in front of them, allowing them to return to Etraya. The Gamerunner's Stratagem is something they have been working on building for quite some time. She informs all newcomers that they will not be present on this world that long: their exit will appear to them exactly when it's meant to, allowing them to meet the others who have been recruited to save their worlds. She provides each and every arrival with an earpiece, allowing them to communicate with the other Etrayans. Aurora suggests taking a bag full of supplies along with them, which she will fill with a few generic items as well as any specific items they may need: synthetic blood for vampires, protein bars for those who may burn through calories faster, medication for anyone who requires it.


⏵ aphaia ⏴


Aphaia is a neon-lit, chaotic planet. Cameras are everywhere, every action and inaction is judged by the 'audience'. Towering holograms advertise upcoming events while flashing leader boards track the most "popular" players. Contestants are thrown into challenges, many of which are games of skill, survival, and deception all to keep the viewers entertained. Not participating is an option! However, avoiding playing along and not putting on a show will quickly cause participants' score to go down, and scores that reach zero? Well.

Unfortunately, there are only so many resources left on Aphaia. Their wildlife has died off, their planet is falling apart, and most others in this galaxy were either destroyed from the inside out, or warring planets trying to gain control of remaining resources destroyed them to avoid others getting involved. Their natural resources are depleted, and only those who manage to keep their scores up are given the luxury of having any supplies. As soon as one steps foot on Aphaia, as soon as they breathe, they intake nanotechnology which tracks their oxygen consumption, their food, everything they do or need. As soon as their scores reach zero?

They disappear. There one moment, and completely gone the next. Their communicators go offline, and while everything they were carrying will be left behind, no one will be able to find them. They are simply--gone, erased from existence.

This is a death and counts as a death as outlined in the game FAQ! Please keep this in mind.

"Points" that go towards their total score will be assigned to contestants from the moment they drop down on planet. This will be visible using the HUD on their earpiece, and will be randomized at the beginning. For the sake of the TDM, we ask that no one be assigned Paragon initially, but you're free to use other ranks!

The possible rankings are:

100: PARAGON
99-80: LUMINARY
79-70: CHAMPION
69-50: CONTENDER
49-30: UNDERLING
30-0: SHADE

Ranks may change daily, or even hourly depending on the kind of situation one has found themselves in. Are they having a very public break up in which it comes out that they wronged their ex? They may go from a Champion to a Shade before they can even blink. Did they save a defenseless reporter from the big bad villain of the week? They may find themselves quickly elevated up to Luminary and given all the benefits that comes with being upper class. The world is their oyster, they only need to figure out how they'd like to utilize it!

Aphaia is broken up into four districts.

The Colosseum is a dynamic battle arena where combatants fight for entertainment, with shifting environments controlled by the audience. Victories earn points, while losses depend on performance.

The Symposium is a lavish social hub for top contestants, where alliances and betrayals are made under the audience’s watchful eye.

The Agora is the public center of Aphaia, where contestants engage with the audience through polls, interviews, and challenges to maintain popularity. It also houses the contestants in high-rise apartments.

And Backalleys provide hidden spaces with intentional blind spots for secret dealings, though the Gamerunner is always aware of what happens there.


⏵ st★rlight soirée ⏴


Something special is happening in the Colosseum. Lights flicker as the arena shifts, rearranging itself into a grand, glittering ballroom - if a ballroom had stadium seating, paparazzi drones, and an ever-changing floor plan designed to disorient those within it. Silver chandeliers pulse with artificial starlight, their glow refracted through the crystalline floors. Music swells, but it sounds - unnatural. It thrums through your veins, setting your blood alight with the urge to dance.

Why is the ballroom designed as if intentionally put together to throw off one's balance? Well, it's time for the Panopticon Prom, of course!

The Panopticon Prom isn't just an adventure in dancing and impressing your most recent crush. It's a test of endurance, cunning, grace, and charm. The floor beneath your feet moves as if it has a mind of it's own, shifting to the beat like a living creature all of it's own. It tilts, undulates, even vanishing in sections to keep dancers on edge. After all, it's difficult to keep up one's pace if they're falling through a hole in the floor to the foam pit below.

Drones zip through the air, catching every stumble, every misstep, and every attempt to throw off others on the dance floor. This is a competition, after all; and what fun is a dance battle without having the freedom to thwart someone else on their road to victory?

The rules are simple:
  • You must dance with a partner. This can be an ally, an enemy, or someone you intend on using as a stepping stone to victory. It matters not, as long as you have one hand (or limb) on them at all times.
  • The longer you last, the better your chances. Endurance is the name of the game, meaning one must pace themselves on the dance floor. While epic twirls and impressive moves will garner more attention, it may also hurt your chances in the long run.
  • You may sabotage others by throwing them off balance, but keep in mind: everything is televised, and it won't stay secret for long.
  • The arena adapts to the chaos. Expect sudden obstacles, environmental shifts, and sudden changes in the music's tempo. Gravity may shift, walls may close in, but participants can't let that stop them - they must continue to dance, if they wish to win.
The audience is watching. Who will make the final cut and become Prom King and Queen? Everyone is vying for the titles: it doesn't matter what rank you started at when you joined the Panopticon Prom. Whoever wins becomes a Paragon until their points drop. There aren't many opportunities to sail through the rankings, but this is a sure way to do it. As long as they can keep up.


⏵ casino royale ⏴


Out in the Agora, another popular quarterly event is being set up! The Casino Royale has been destroyed countless times, but it seems as if the Gamerunner just can't let it go - every time it gets knocked down, it gets rebuilt.

There is one rule. One must take a turn at the revolving wheel just inside the door as their entry fee, and whatever the wheel lands on, they must maintain until they exit the building for the night. Sometimes, this is easier: an effect they have no control over and cannot undo even if they wanted to. Sometimes, this is more difficult: an assigned task they must complete. Failure to abide by the wheel once means receiving a penalty. Twice? Certain death if caught by any employee.

The wheel's effects are as follows:

1 You must speak entirely in rhyme. 2 Your body has become unnaturally delicate. The smallest injury hurts like a fatal wound.
3 You must avoid stepping into any sources of light. Doing so causes massive burns to appear on any area of your skin where light has touched. 4 You have been transformed into an animal! You can still think as you had before, but you cannot speak or communicate easily.
5 You have been cursed with supernatural strength, but cannot control it. 6 Time doesn't flow normally for you anymore. Each mistake you make makes you visibly younger, slowly erasing your experiences, skills, or even memories.
7 You can no longer form your own words, but only repeat what others have said to you. 8 You cannot meet another person's gaze.
9 You can no longer turn around, physically or metaphorically. If you try to return where you came from, you'll find that the pathway no longer exists. 10 You are given a specific letter that you must avoid using out loud entirely. "A"? Better hope you know enough words without one.
11 Every time you speak, your words come true - but never in the way you intended. Trying to control this is futile; the monkey's paw curls with every new sentence. 12 Within the casino, you lose the ability to feel anything. No pain, no pleasure, no warmth, and no cold. At first it may feel like a blessing - until you realize you cannot feel hunger, or tell if you're injured.
13 Regardless of if you've drunken anything, you still act inebriated. The effect only gets worse the longer you stay. 14 No one can see you. You are invisible, even if you are still able to reach out and touch or converse with those around you.
15 Any special ability you have is gone. You are reduced down to what an average human being is capable of - regardless of if you are human. 16 Violent impulses become impossible to ignore. You are rage incarnate, and you will be heard.
17 Every time you make a decision - to walk into an area, to start a conversation, anything, a small thread pulls loose from your clothing or your skin. Keep making choices, and you may become entirely undone. 18 You may speak freely, but for every syllable you say, your ability to hear slowly fades. You may want to watch your word count - too many, and you may not be able to hear at all.
19 Perhaps you arrived with a friend, or beside a stranger. It matters not: whoever came in either just before or just after you, you feel a powerful urge to protect them to the point of aggression. 20 Love is in the air - at least it is for you. Every time you meet someone's gaze, you feel the need to try and make them fall in love with you, through whatever means necessary.


The casino is alive with the hum of conversation, the clink of glasses, and the steady whirl of the roulette wheels. Golden chandeliers cast a warm glow over velvet-lined tables, where fortunes are made and lost with the flick of a wrist. But something feels. . . off.

The dealers never blink. The cards never seem random. And the house always wins - always. Maybe it's just paranoia, or maybe this casino is something more than just a den of chance. Tonight, you're not here just to play; you're here on a mission.

You've arrived dressed to kill, blending into the sea of bodies filling the casino's floors. But you're not here to win points or boost your social standing - you're here to win intel. Somewhere in this casino is a single flash drive containing information on just how Aphaia maintains their system. The only problem? The House knows someone is coming for it. After all, they're well-aware of the game: whoever retrieves the flash drive will obtain information on how to flip the script, to change the rules of the game to fit their wants and needs, rather than following the current Gamerunner. After all, this is the Gamerunner's Stratagem that Aurora has sent them out on! Many apply for 'employment' within the Casino Royale in hopes of getting insider information on where the flash drive is hidden and what it looks like. However, it seems that even the employees have no clue where it has been hidden.

⏵ NOTES ⏴


This is an extension of our Aphaia Mission! We have included enough information in this post that catching up to current in game logs isn't necessary to play with it, but you are welcome to use any part of the Aphaia setting in your prompts as you'd like. Current players are also welcome to bring the events from this TDM into their in-game threads.

This mission can happen outside of time as needed! Incoming characters will find themselves introduced to Aphaia as they arrive. Current characters may find Aurora calling on them to visit Aphaia after the current mission for the Gamerunner's Stratagem.

Characters already in game are welcome to post to the TDM, too! Please mark them as current characters in your header. Threads can be kept as game canon as long as both characters get into the game!

Please direct all questions relating to this log to our mod queries comment! All other questions can be directed to our FAQ.

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sophielicious: (nyx_008)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-10 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
(The sheer annoyance that comes out from such a small thing like the color of his telekinesis. That little reminder that they were second, third, fourth, fifth, and sixth place in class compared to this dorkus. She might have just called him out for the ugly, green look of jealousy, but her own too reveals itself. It bubbles before she catches it to the surface. Great, just great, things were so much easy to manage when her brain was five brains, and they would catch each other.

Loneliness. Alone. No, that's not the point. Mute, mute, mute. Mute. At least now, locked in, she can also be mad that he is here. She was dumbfounded, but ultimately slightly impressed at him yesterday for his display of an actual attitude towards her actions. Today, he went back to zero. She's hard to please, unfortunately.

Fine. She'll sip at the champagne, the surface pleased with the bubbly taste against her tongue before she replays the conversation they had yesterday. His voice resonates to both their brains; "/I'm not bringing you take out and champagne for your date with Julian Keller after you told him our fucking cult island exploded!/"; "/Newsflash, Sophie, Krakoa was my home too. I just don't—/"; "/It's fine. I lost my temper, that's all./"...

And she taps her glass with her finger, as if she was punctuating something.)


/Was this because I was a bitch or was this because of something else that you're not telling me?/
querulus: (w&txm - moping)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-10 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[Quentin has barely any reaction to hearing his own voice echoing back at him. I mean... yeah. That's literally why she asked him to bring her the champagne today. That whole clusterfuck of a conversation.

He knows what she wants to talk about. He just doesn't know why.

But his eyebrows raise quizzically at her question, because that? That's a trap. That is so a trap. He chews on his lip for a moment, looks down at his champagne, and idly swirls it around in his glass.]


/Sounds like you don't need me to answer that for you./

[Spoilers: it's both.]
sophielicious: (10)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-10 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
(Oh, nice catch. A little applause to that thought, Quentin. It was 10000% a trap.

Did get a quiet from her though, one that comes out of her lips. He saw her apologize to Kamala, there is something within her that wants to be a bit of a better person.

Does not change the lifelong experience of being... Eh, on the fence, usually. The heroic, self-righteous, holier-than-thou Cuckoo is still a Cuckoo.)


I'm aware, alright?

(That's as much of an apology she can muster right now).

/I'm not gonna force you to talk or anything. Not like I fucking can, anyway, so I'm gonna ask. Do you wanna talk?/
Edited 2025-04-10 20:30 (UTC)
querulus: (x-men - DOUBT)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-10 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
["Not like I fucking can". That's certainly an interesting way of phrasing that. Quentin's mouth quirks downward in mild displeasure. He takes a sip of his champagne as he continues. Underrated perk of telepathy: talking and drinking at the same time.]

/Are... you saying you'd force me if you could?/

[He's not.... entirely sure why that bothers him as much as it does. She's right that she can't force him. He's a stronger telepath and would be even with her powers fully functional. That's not the point. It just... It doesn't—shouldn't—matter. It's never mattered, not any of the times the Cuckoos have asked things of him. Why does it matter now?]
sophielicious: (nyx_008)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-10 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
/No, I'm saying I can't, even if I wanted to, which I don't. More of a reminder than intent./

(God, the mental sigh she gives. Why is this so tiring. Why is it so draining. The gulp on her champagne, and she's already refilling.)

/I could also guilt-trip you, which I'm not. I'm literally asking. Do you want to talk? It's fine if you don't, but I want to know why it is that made you not finish that thought./
querulus: (wca - havin a moment)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-11 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[That's.... fair, he supposes. Bad wording on her part. He can't fault her for that too much, and she certainly seems sincere enough. He just can't understand why she cares.

Quentin sighs and moves his glasses up with his free hand to massage his eyes for a moment.

Fine. Fine. Time to be the frog again.]


/Why do you think, Sophie? I didn't finish the thought because it's not something you were gonna want to hear./
sophielicious: (15)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-11 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
/What I think is,/

(You know how gestures make up punctuation at times? That's why she's standing, looking at her swirling glass as she steps to fit on the space on the wall next to him.

The view out of her window is nice, her room is high. She can't complain, taking a sip as her back touches the wall.)


/I just never thought you had it in you to snap at me./

(Mostly because she has been terrible to him literally her entire life and some more, and it really never did anything.

Does he not see how concerning that is and how big of a deal she's thinking he's hiding???)
Edited 2025-04-11 19:17 (UTC)
querulus: (w&txm - you wanna run that by me)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-11 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay, that actually gets a reaction. A reaction of utter confusion. Enough to distract him from Sophie coming over to stand next to him. He leans away slightly to give her an appropriately baffled expression.]

/You never thought—Sophie, we've never talked. You've said more words to me today than the rest of our entire lives./
sophielicious: (nyx_015)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-11 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
(She gave him a wrong buzzer noise yesterday, she gives him a ding of a correct answer today. He can look baffled all he wants, her free hand waves to dismiss it.)

/Exactly my point./

(She has rejected him, time and time again, been awful, preferred DYING, and he's still here, isn't he?)

/We've never spoken more than we are now, and from the few words we exchanged, I know I wasn't nice, but I don't think we need a recap on how that meant very little to you./

(Both of them probably remember well the Phoenix event, but he will find that, at least right now, there is no grudge regarding that part; it's a neutral feeling, which probably is a good thing. It's the latest occurrences that drive her the maddest as of late.)

/So, you see, I don't think I'm wrong in thinking you couldn't be mad at me. I'm actually glad you can./
querulus: (w&txm - i hate my life)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-12 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[The first reaction is continued confusion. Then shock, betrayal, embarrassment, bitterness, resignation. A whole tangled knot of feelings threatens to burst out of him, but instead just curdles in his chest along with the renewed grief of losing Krakoa—and all the complicated bullshit that goes along with that—from the whole fucking mess yesterday.

Quentin doesn't typically express his anger through his powers. Telepathy at his scale is far, far too dangerous to be thrown around as a weapon for every scuffle and argument. And TK? Well, TK is just messy. See: Julian's stupid crater that Quentin had to fix yesterday. No, no, Quentin doesn't get the luxury of full-blown meltdowns. He needs to have control, and he's damn good at it. There's no outward sign of his foul mood other than a mild telekinetic static growing around him and his face making the subtle shift from stunned hurt to restrained fury. His mind, meanwhile, shuts down fully to her. He knows she hates feeling alone, but he's going to be selfish for a minute.

She's glad he "can be" mad at her. She's glad. Like she didn't respond to his anger with vicious comments about the riot and about Phoebe and then badger him into bringing her champagne and talking about this shit when he made it very clearly he didn't want to. For precisely this reason. If there's one thing Quentin's learned it's this: a Cuckoo's first priority is always a Cuckoo.

Quentin looks away from Sophie and sips his champagne coldly.]


/Good to know torturing me is a source of entertainment for you. Always kinda assumed, but, well. You know what they say about assumptions./
sophielicious: (22)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-12 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
(This motherfucker.

Finding him right now is like reaching into the dark to find a cold wall. He locked her out. Again. He won't need to look beyond her face to know what she is thinking, her eyes closing, lingering, the sigh of disappointment, and she knows she's mirroring his feelings right back at him, too—shock, betrayal, bitterness, although not yet with resignation.

If he's locking her out, she's locking him out too, and she's making a statement she's staying out completely. She feels one needle out of place in her brain, she's shifting to diamond, and that's the decision she makes along with the one that she no longer wants to stand close to him as is. Pushing herself away from the wall, she moves to the window, side pressed to the wall adjacent to it with her back turned.

Entertainment. Assumptions. Does he want to pull that card with the girl he thought was going to swoon and kiss him on the mouth because he undid the destiny he brought to her in the first place? Like she was supposed to be grateful, enamoured and emotional about it. Like this was any fair to her as it was to him.

Like she was so easily replaceable. One more clone, another Cuckoo. Then, what was the point of all of it, anyway? That's what grates her nerves. Since she isn't coming near his mind for now, words meet the wind.)


Yeah, you're great at fucking assuming, Quire.
querulus: (w&txm - how fucking dare you)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-12 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Guess they're talking out loud now. Fine. Quentin can do that.]

Oh, now you're mad at me? Why? I thought this is what you wanted, huh? Me pissed off? Well, here's me pissed the fuck off.

[He steps away from the wall, pressing his hands to his chest emphatically. Now that he's started the words are spilling out of him like a toxic spill, but with them locked out of each other's minds at least there's no danger of psychic leakage.]

You, Phoebe, all of you Cuckoos, all you've ever done is fuck with me. Did Phoebe go back to the rest of you and laugh at me every time we were together? Have a good old chuckle at pathetic little Quentin Quire until you five got tired of me and threw me away? Phoebe never gave a shit about me, and neither do you. Just do me a favor and stop. Pretending.

[That said, psychic leakage may be the least of his problems as he continues spewing all these awful, petty thoughts that taste as bitter as they do satisfying. He'll have to reign in the vortex he can feel himself being sucked into sooner rather than later, but for this exact moment? It feels like the relief of opening an infected wound that's been left to fester for far too long.]
Edited 2025-04-12 04:25 (UTC)
sophielicious: (nyx_034)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-12 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
(Oh, now they're yelling? Good, because just like him, there is a lot she never said to his face, never had to, never had the chance to, never had a reason to. She's not turning to him again because she knows she's red in the face, her eyebrows are furrowed, and her fist is balled, and she doesn't think he deserves to see the extent of how much she's peeved.

She knows he knows, but what she also knows is the satisfaction it brings to see someone who hurt you squirm. She's denying him that.)


Good, be pissed off! That's much, much better than half the shit I've seen you do! At least you're having a normal, real fucking interaction with me for once in your life, and you don't get to talk like you give an actual shit about me, anyway. What is it, guilt? Let me do you a solid here, you didn't kill me, Esme did. There, you're free, good for you.

(God, Phoebe. Does he really want to talk about Phoebe? Okay. They're there. Might as well.)

Correction, Quire, she threw you away, not us. Wanna get mad at someone for it, get mad at her.
querulus: (w&txm - fuck this guy in particular)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-13 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her calling this a "real" interaction isn't doing anything to discourage all the "venting" he's doing, if whatever they're doing can be called venting. But then a bucket of ice cold water gets dumped on his blazing rage when she says the words "Esme did." Everything after that sounds hollow to his ears and doesn't register as more than noise as he stands in stunned silence for a moment.]

Esme...

[Esme who sold him the Kick. Esme who encouraged his violence, his anger. Esme who hinted, subtly but not too subtly for a drug-addled, emotionally vulnerable young Quentin Quire to get the message, that a certain lovely Cuckoo sister might be terribly impressed by a show of mutant solidarity. The kind Charles Xavier was too much of a coward to ever do.

Quentin knew Esme screwed him over. That was obvious. She was always his least favorite Cuckoo, specifically because of that vicious streak in her, that very slight but perpetual curl to her lips that was almost cruel. She never had the kind of warmth Sophie has. The bravery. The willingness to do what's right no matter what. And Phoebe? Phoebe is soft. Kind and good like Sophie, but lacking her sister's hard edges.

Esme didn't just screw him over. She used him. Weaponized him. Just like Kade Kilgore and Beast, but worse because she used him to kill someone he cared about, not to mention her own damn sister.]


Phoebe never—I didn't... Fuck. Fuck.

[The glass in his hand shatters into a million pieces as he says that last word. It's not the TK blast he could do, nor is it the one he'd really like to do if he had his druthers. But it takes a bit of the edge off.]
sophielicious: (nyx_047)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-13 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
(She's processing it, too. It's an inescapable cycle she finds herself in with Quentin. Dead, not by his hand, but through the hot, fully-loaded gun he can become. Brought back. Betrayed. Every corner she looks at in her life, he's also there. She hasn't lived enough, it was taken from her.

Esme, with all her flaws, Sophie can forgive. Phoebe, she can forgive. They're always going to be all she has, no matter how close, or how separated. They're parts of her that she doesn't know how to live without, but Esme didn't kill her just the once, and Sophie even went as far as sacrificing herself for her. She keeps trying, and trying, and trying, even when she's freaking dead. Fucking Esme.

Fucking Quentin, too. For the smartest kid she knows, he's an Omega-level dumbass. Of course, she is mad at him; how could she not be? Does it not occur to him that the issue had never just been that absurd riot? And why would Phoebe, who had the complete facts of it, tell him? She'd lose her upper hand, make him think of a time when she was not in the picture, probably — that would be stupid. Cuckoos are anything but dumb, they're cunning, manipulative, and all things in between.

The thing that makes her turn around is not the words, but the sound of glass. It startles her enough to look back at him with goggled eyes, concern overriding the pettiness of not letting glance at her expression. Worry is definitely a worse look in her book than anger, but she can't help it. They can go back to yelling at each other in a second. Right now, her TK opens a drawer to bring a little box of supplies to her hand as she walks carefully to not step on anything on her way towards him.

No ceremonies, she's going to check his hand for injury because if she used her TK to break things, she'd have a billion scars, but of course, he has none.

Of course.

Once she realizes he needs no patching, the box is carefully settled on the nearest surface. At least her kinder nature has her way less fired up now that it moved through the motions of anger to some care.)


I know you didn't know, and Phoebe would gain nothing from telling you.
Edited 2025-04-13 16:25 (UTC)
querulus: (wca - havin a moment)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-14 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Quentin is temporarily pulled out of his angst by Sophie turning around with that worried look. Why is she...? And then she breaks out the first aid kit, walks over to him, and takes his hand to... inspect for injuries?

Oh. Because of the glass. He supposes maybe most people would hurt themselves crumpling a champagne glass into tiny bits with their mind, but Quentin isn't "most people". He'd have to turn in his "world class telekinetic" card if he couldn't manage that. He quirks an eyebrow curiously at Sophie, flicks his wrist casually in the general direction of the glass on the floor, and a tiny pink broom and dustpan made of psionic energy appear and start cleaning up.]


Why would she...?

[The way he trails off makes it clear that he's not actually asking. He knows. He looks away from Sophie and massages his forehead with a grimace.]

Phoebe was jealous. Of you. Is that it?
sophielicious: (59)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-14 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
(At least, from all of this, her pettiness has devolved too. Her mind is a little more open, if not warily, since the argument has de-escalated, and she no longer has any leverage to keep it that way. They're talking, not yelling. She's already turned around, she's already touched his hand, so, even she knows that the tantrum timing is long gone.

At least he's cleaning the mess; that saves her neurons, but at the question... That's not exactly jealousy.

It's self-preservation. Quentin himself knows the drill: a Cuckoo's priority will always be a Cuckoo, and there is no way he knows Phoebe more than Sophie does. She's not nearly as controlling and power-hungry as Esme, but Sophie remembers almost clear as day when they found out who they are. Her reaching for the Phoenix, even when all of them had relief in their hearts that it was finally over, and the punching through the power grid that would encapsulate the Thousand-in-One in flames. Of course, Celeste did it, but you know. The intent was there, too.

The fact that she wanted it so bad, Sophie felt it. Phoebe is her favorite, but like all of them, she comes with her own set of flaws.

Wanna know what wouldn't give her any power? Sharing. Reminding. Bringing him back to a whole different time.

So, well. To answer his question, she shakes her head. It's not jealousy. It's control.)


Nope, not the right feel. She likes having power, so in what world would she remind you of something she can't control? It's self-preservation, not jealousy.
querulus: (psylocke - literally why)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-14 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Self-preservation.

There's a subtle difference between that and jealousy, and Quentin "Semantics" Quire certainly has an appreciation for that difference. Self-preservation is about survival, the base instinct to keep what's yours. The best cave, the best food, the best resources. And Quentin? Well, he's a damn good resource. He's powerful, clever, and most importantly, phenomenally stupid. No, not stupid. Gullible. Prize sap. Omega level sucker.

Quentin tenses his jaw in bitter acceptance, and his shoulders deflate. He moves away from the wall, instead opting to pace the room slowly but with an anxious sort of energy.]


What, like I'd just leave her if I knew? Even if it changed everything, even if I suddenly and miraculously did have a chance with you, and you didn't, you know, hate me—why would I leave her? You're not interchangable.

[He stops, realizes something, and looks over at Sophie, blinking owlishly.]

Uhh. No offense.
sophielicious: (nyx_047)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-14 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
(For all their discrepancies and tribulations, this was not a complete disaster once she managed to get out of her own cycle of mean girling. It wasn't. It was honest, and this was something she could appreciate. Like he had said, they had never spoken like this. In a world where Quentin didn't follow her around like a spineless lost puppy, she could have appreciated him, and most likely would.

In a world where he saw her as a person from the get-go, not as a projection for affection and baseless longing.

She could. She certainly would.

That world is not the one they come from. In her eyes, he never really tried, he was weird, invasive, and creepy. She can't say what she feels is hatred, but she can't place the feeling of indignation that she feels about all of it. Her life was cut short, and it seems like with the little time she has had, he's at every corner, even in the background. Heroine of Open Day. The Cuckoo he resurrected. And even that is not the thing she talks about as of late.

He dated her fucking sister. She's been peeved about it, and he knows because she rubbed it on his face before. If they're not, then is it not bogus to date her identical sister, whose brain she shares? Like all the bullcrap she had to deal with hardly matters. Which is, you know, totally fine and great except SHE WAS THE ONE WHO HAD TO DEAL WITH HIS BULLCRAP.

It's the 'you're not interchangeable' that does it for her. All progress, gone, and there are a billion thoughts in her head that run a million miles per hour.

"How dare you." "You sabotaged yourself." "I would not hate you if you actually gave me a choice not to. You never do." "Dorkus." "Fuck you."

She's never been one to just accept things. Unfortunately, being the brave one comes with a bit of a temper, and if she couldn't hold her tongue for Kamala's sake in front of her family, she definitely would not even consider it an option for Quentin's feelings. Fuck him.

Hope he can feel the searing burn in his brain that she does, and the air she sucks in only fuels it.)


Are you fucking kidding me? No offense? All offense taken. You got to yell at me, so now it's my turn, right? Not interchangeable. Tell me one time you ever thought of Phoebe before she jumped you. Just one. Can't, right? Because you haven't.

(She does not believe for a second that Quentin pursued shit, so. Gotta be that.)

Seems like we're pretty fucking replaceable for you. The first one that says hi is close enough, right? Good for you, Quire. You get the girl, I get stuck dealing with your bullshit.
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[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-15 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh.

Okay.

Well, that's a lot. Quentin stops pacing and just. Stares at her, stunned for a moment. What the hell is she talking about—the first one that says hi? Really??]


You turned me down, Sophie! I don't think it's even possible to reject someone harder than you rejected me. What, was I supposed to tell Phoebe "sorry, your sister has first right of refusal"? I moved on.

[Quentin turns and takes a step towards her, gesturing emphatically with his hands in a chopping motion.]

Do I really need to spell this out for you? Phoebe didn't replace you. Couldn't have. Because we were never together. Understand?
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[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-15 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
(Mess, mess, mess. Maybe, just maybe, she should have shut up, just maybe, because this is not going well for her at all. Maybe she should not have pulled him out of simp mode. That was probably the best option she had. But noooooo, she wanted to argue.

This grilling feels horrible, no one other than Esme really grills her, so the anger morphs into a whole blurb of confusion, indignation, feeling misheard and misunderstood, and then into immediate regret. This is unusual, never seen before, never experienced before, unexpected, and she feels...

Upset. Of course they've never been together, she never wanted to, will never want to. That's not what she is saying, but if he refuses to see how fucking weird the whole thing is, and she doesn't even know the fucked up part of it, then she's done.

Now she's the one that feels resigned, tired. Alone. Tired, resigned, alone. Alone, dealing with this shit alone. Never seen before. Her brain searches, searches, searches, bounces by his, not the one she wants, bounces through everyone in this building, and nothing. She has never wanted Esme in her brain so badly.

Esme is a bitch. If she had damn Esme, she'd definitely have won this.

Sophie is not Esme. Sophie is... Trying. Trying so hard. So, instead of yelling back, she's just taking the champagne bottle and her own glass back to the couch to breathe.)


You win. Happy? Fine. You win.
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[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-15 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[Quentin backs off the instant her face falls. Shit. He didn't mean to... she was yelling... Damn it. He takes another step toward her, all of the venom draining out of his face and posture. He doesn't regret anything he said, exactly. It was all true. But that doesn't make it easier to see Sophie hurt.]

I wasn't trying to—[He sighs harshly, running a hand through his hair in frustration.]

Look, I don't even remember when Phoebe and I got together. Okay? I kept dying, and it just kinda happened

[He stops, visibly hears himself say that, and winces. Not better. He makes a silent "why me" gesture with his hands and walks over to her table, plopping himself down in a chair and melodramatically collapsing his whole upper body on the table with a dull thud. Just end him.]
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[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-16 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
(She's not going to say anything, but she is pinching the bridge of her nose and muting her thoughts again, because. Holy shit, Quire, but even worse, holy shit, Phoebe. Oh, God, she played him there. She most definitely, without a shred of a doubt, unquestionably played him there.

Mental breathe in, mental breathe out, unmute. She'd laugh at the dramatic antics if she wasn't so ridiculously weary. She's still stupidly searching, after all, the building over, brain after brain, cells to cells. Nothing.)


Quire, I said you win. Do you really want to keep at this conversation so we can dig ourselves even deeper into the hot garbage container that is literally anything you or me, or do you want to do the normal thing for fucking once and get a hangover that won't solve shit and pretend we never had this conversation?
querulus: (w&txm - POUT)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-16 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[... She has a point. A really fucking good point.

Quentin keeps his head on the table. He's not moving. Maybe ever. Just bury him here.

He reaches out with his mind again for the first time in... a tense few moments there. But he's tired, sulky, and he doesn't feel like using his physical vocal cords anymore.]


/Do you have another glass?/
sophielicious: (nyx_048)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-16 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
(At least some victory. There's still a lot of issues she has, and certainly so does Quentin, considering his initial outburst.

Like she said, it doesn't fix shit. It's still somewhat better than whatever they've been doing for the past minutes.

She has one more glass, and hopefully that one doesn't break. She's not going to pick it up, but her hand waves and the cabinet door opens. He can get it on his own.

The street in front of the building is also devoid of Cuckoos.)


/Neutral topic. Have you met Teen Angst Slim yet? Or any of the other mutants we got, aside from me and Julian?/

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