( he's intending on walking away. to leave it there, to not snap, because that's just going to be proving tim's point even more, isn't it? and damian doesn't want to give him the satisfaction of being right. but damian stops, despite knowing it's a terrible idea. twists around so he's facing tim once more, hands balled into fists at his sides. )

I have been trying! ( it's loud; his voice loses that even tone he'd worked hard to keep. he's not angry, just - upset. ) I've been trying for years! Yet regardless of how hard I try, it never seems to matter to you! You've always, always treated me as lesser than you! As if you're just waiting for me to tip over the edge, regardless of how much effort I've put into trying to be better! Todd has targeted you numerous times yet you have forgiven him, but you still hold everything against me.

( arms swing out wide, palms forward. )

If I wanted to hurt you I could have multiple times over. Yet you've consistently treated me like I'm an enemy.