( there's a snort, the slight upcurl to the corner of his lips, which is indication enough julian understood it as a joke rather than an insult. besides, it's not as if most of them haven't gone through some kind of psychotic break. julian's gone through depressive episodes, times when he was sure the anger was going to have him lashing out at everyone, even if he did manage to keep himself mostly contained. maybe it's just his turn to have a breakdown.
he wasn't there for the fall. hasn't experienced any of it first-hand yet. julian's at an odd place of knowing everything will fall to shit without having had to go through it himself and he still hasn't had the time to process it. to come to terms with all the bullshit they've gone through, are going through, and will apparently. the small grin fades, eyes focused down on the ground in front of them. )
We should have done better. All of us. ( it's then his gaze shifts, looking back toward quentin. ) Which includes you. Stop letting them tell you what to do. You recognized it was wrong, and you still let it happen. Logan's separated all of us because he didn't think it was right to fuck us up more, yet he got you killed how many times? You've got a voice, Quire. Use it.
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( there's a snort, the slight upcurl to the corner of his lips, which is indication enough julian understood it as a joke rather than an insult. besides, it's not as if most of them haven't gone through some kind of psychotic break. julian's gone through depressive episodes, times when he was sure the anger was going to have him lashing out at everyone, even if he did manage to keep himself mostly contained. maybe it's just his turn to have a breakdown.
he wasn't there for the fall. hasn't experienced any of it first-hand yet. julian's at an odd place of knowing everything will fall to shit without having had to go through it himself and he still hasn't had the time to process it. to come to terms with all the bullshit they've gone through, are going through, and will apparently. the small grin fades, eyes focused down on the ground in front of them. )
We should have done better. All of us. ( it's then his gaze shifts, looking back toward quentin. ) Which includes you. Stop letting them tell you what to do. You recognized it was wrong, and you still let it happen. Logan's separated all of us because he didn't think it was right to fuck us up more, yet he got you killed how many times? You've got a voice, Quire. Use it.