[Maria's heart fluttered in her chest like a bird trying to break free from a cage. The question Shadow asked her was one that didn't have a simple answer. There was so many things that she wanted. So many things that she was feeling. It nearly overwhelmed her. She wished Grandfather were here.

But still, she refused to cry. Instead she sucked in a shuddering breath, her icy fingers squeezing both Shadow's hands.]

The safety and warmth that your friendship brings. Your love. [Maria whispered.] Like before. On the Ark. When we dreamed of going to Earth together. [She closed her eyes briefly; the memories as fresh as if they happened yesterday. From her perspective, it did.] The comfort of being held. [She glanced towards the Shadow at her side.] And I'd like to get to know you. [And hopefully forge another bond of friendship just as meaningful. She looked to her Shadow again, still without tears. Still and quiet save for those subtle tremors.]

And I wish to know. Is it me? Did I.....did I do something that created this barrier I feel between us? Did I hurt you? [She had felt this change since they had reunited. She didn't think she was the sole reason for all these changes in him. But she had a feeling she was at the core of it.] If I did I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I want to fix this...and make things right.