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∎ ETRAYA MODS ∎ ([personal profile] etrayamods) wrote in [community profile] etrayamemes2025-03-28 09:16 am
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TDM 007

content warnings for this TDM include: violence, potential death, body horror, physical transformation, loss of senses, loss of autonomy

⏵ arrival⏴



Arrival does not happen as Aurora usually plans for it. New characters are introduced to the AI, then informed of a mission that they are required to participate in before they can return to their home base of Etraya. A world called Aphaia is falling apart, and while there is nothing they can do to resolve this broken world, they can participate in the Gamerunner's Stratagem.

Their mission is simple: step through the glowing purple portal that Aurora creates once they've had time to listen to her, and survive until a similar portal reopens in front of them, allowing them to return to Etraya. The Gamerunner's Stratagem is something they have been working on building for quite some time. She informs all newcomers that they will not be present on this world that long: their exit will appear to them exactly when it's meant to, allowing them to meet the others who have been recruited to save their worlds. She provides each and every arrival with an earpiece, allowing them to communicate with the other Etrayans. Aurora suggests taking a bag full of supplies along with them, which she will fill with a few generic items as well as any specific items they may need: synthetic blood for vampires, protein bars for those who may burn through calories faster, medication for anyone who requires it.


⏵ aphaia ⏴


Aphaia is a neon-lit, chaotic planet. Cameras are everywhere, every action and inaction is judged by the 'audience'. Towering holograms advertise upcoming events while flashing leader boards track the most "popular" players. Contestants are thrown into challenges, many of which are games of skill, survival, and deception all to keep the viewers entertained. Not participating is an option! However, avoiding playing along and not putting on a show will quickly cause participants' score to go down, and scores that reach zero? Well.

Unfortunately, there are only so many resources left on Aphaia. Their wildlife has died off, their planet is falling apart, and most others in this galaxy were either destroyed from the inside out, or warring planets trying to gain control of remaining resources destroyed them to avoid others getting involved. Their natural resources are depleted, and only those who manage to keep their scores up are given the luxury of having any supplies. As soon as one steps foot on Aphaia, as soon as they breathe, they intake nanotechnology which tracks their oxygen consumption, their food, everything they do or need. As soon as their scores reach zero?

They disappear. There one moment, and completely gone the next. Their communicators go offline, and while everything they were carrying will be left behind, no one will be able to find them. They are simply--gone, erased from existence.

This is a death and counts as a death as outlined in the game FAQ! Please keep this in mind.

"Points" that go towards their total score will be assigned to contestants from the moment they drop down on planet. This will be visible using the HUD on their earpiece, and will be randomized at the beginning. For the sake of the TDM, we ask that no one be assigned Paragon initially, but you're free to use other ranks!

The possible rankings are:

100: PARAGON
99-80: LUMINARY
79-70: CHAMPION
69-50: CONTENDER
49-30: UNDERLING
30-0: SHADE

Ranks may change daily, or even hourly depending on the kind of situation one has found themselves in. Are they having a very public break up in which it comes out that they wronged their ex? They may go from a Champion to a Shade before they can even blink. Did they save a defenseless reporter from the big bad villain of the week? They may find themselves quickly elevated up to Luminary and given all the benefits that comes with being upper class. The world is their oyster, they only need to figure out how they'd like to utilize it!

Aphaia is broken up into four districts.

The Colosseum is a dynamic battle arena where combatants fight for entertainment, with shifting environments controlled by the audience. Victories earn points, while losses depend on performance.

The Symposium is a lavish social hub for top contestants, where alliances and betrayals are made under the audience’s watchful eye.

The Agora is the public center of Aphaia, where contestants engage with the audience through polls, interviews, and challenges to maintain popularity. It also houses the contestants in high-rise apartments.

And Backalleys provide hidden spaces with intentional blind spots for secret dealings, though the Gamerunner is always aware of what happens there.


⏵ st★rlight soirée ⏴


Something special is happening in the Colosseum. Lights flicker as the arena shifts, rearranging itself into a grand, glittering ballroom - if a ballroom had stadium seating, paparazzi drones, and an ever-changing floor plan designed to disorient those within it. Silver chandeliers pulse with artificial starlight, their glow refracted through the crystalline floors. Music swells, but it sounds - unnatural. It thrums through your veins, setting your blood alight with the urge to dance.

Why is the ballroom designed as if intentionally put together to throw off one's balance? Well, it's time for the Panopticon Prom, of course!

The Panopticon Prom isn't just an adventure in dancing and impressing your most recent crush. It's a test of endurance, cunning, grace, and charm. The floor beneath your feet moves as if it has a mind of it's own, shifting to the beat like a living creature all of it's own. It tilts, undulates, even vanishing in sections to keep dancers on edge. After all, it's difficult to keep up one's pace if they're falling through a hole in the floor to the foam pit below.

Drones zip through the air, catching every stumble, every misstep, and every attempt to throw off others on the dance floor. This is a competition, after all; and what fun is a dance battle without having the freedom to thwart someone else on their road to victory?

The rules are simple:
  • You must dance with a partner. This can be an ally, an enemy, or someone you intend on using as a stepping stone to victory. It matters not, as long as you have one hand (or limb) on them at all times.
  • The longer you last, the better your chances. Endurance is the name of the game, meaning one must pace themselves on the dance floor. While epic twirls and impressive moves will garner more attention, it may also hurt your chances in the long run.
  • You may sabotage others by throwing them off balance, but keep in mind: everything is televised, and it won't stay secret for long.
  • The arena adapts to the chaos. Expect sudden obstacles, environmental shifts, and sudden changes in the music's tempo. Gravity may shift, walls may close in, but participants can't let that stop them - they must continue to dance, if they wish to win.
The audience is watching. Who will make the final cut and become Prom King and Queen? Everyone is vying for the titles: it doesn't matter what rank you started at when you joined the Panopticon Prom. Whoever wins becomes a Paragon until their points drop. There aren't many opportunities to sail through the rankings, but this is a sure way to do it. As long as they can keep up.


⏵ casino royale ⏴


Out in the Agora, another popular quarterly event is being set up! The Casino Royale has been destroyed countless times, but it seems as if the Gamerunner just can't let it go - every time it gets knocked down, it gets rebuilt.

There is one rule. One must take a turn at the revolving wheel just inside the door as their entry fee, and whatever the wheel lands on, they must maintain until they exit the building for the night. Sometimes, this is easier: an effect they have no control over and cannot undo even if they wanted to. Sometimes, this is more difficult: an assigned task they must complete. Failure to abide by the wheel once means receiving a penalty. Twice? Certain death if caught by any employee.

The wheel's effects are as follows:

1 You must speak entirely in rhyme. 2 Your body has become unnaturally delicate. The smallest injury hurts like a fatal wound.
3 You must avoid stepping into any sources of light. Doing so causes massive burns to appear on any area of your skin where light has touched. 4 You have been transformed into an animal! You can still think as you had before, but you cannot speak or communicate easily.
5 You have been cursed with supernatural strength, but cannot control it. 6 Time doesn't flow normally for you anymore. Each mistake you make makes you visibly younger, slowly erasing your experiences, skills, or even memories.
7 You can no longer form your own words, but only repeat what others have said to you. 8 You cannot meet another person's gaze.
9 You can no longer turn around, physically or metaphorically. If you try to return where you came from, you'll find that the pathway no longer exists. 10 You are given a specific letter that you must avoid using out loud entirely. "A"? Better hope you know enough words without one.
11 Every time you speak, your words come true - but never in the way you intended. Trying to control this is futile; the monkey's paw curls with every new sentence. 12 Within the casino, you lose the ability to feel anything. No pain, no pleasure, no warmth, and no cold. At first it may feel like a blessing - until you realize you cannot feel hunger, or tell if you're injured.
13 Regardless of if you've drunken anything, you still act inebriated. The effect only gets worse the longer you stay. 14 No one can see you. You are invisible, even if you are still able to reach out and touch or converse with those around you.
15 Any special ability you have is gone. You are reduced down to what an average human being is capable of - regardless of if you are human. 16 Violent impulses become impossible to ignore. You are rage incarnate, and you will be heard.
17 Every time you make a decision - to walk into an area, to start a conversation, anything, a small thread pulls loose from your clothing or your skin. Keep making choices, and you may become entirely undone. 18 You may speak freely, but for every syllable you say, your ability to hear slowly fades. You may want to watch your word count - too many, and you may not be able to hear at all.
19 Perhaps you arrived with a friend, or beside a stranger. It matters not: whoever came in either just before or just after you, you feel a powerful urge to protect them to the point of aggression. 20 Love is in the air - at least it is for you. Every time you meet someone's gaze, you feel the need to try and make them fall in love with you, through whatever means necessary.


The casino is alive with the hum of conversation, the clink of glasses, and the steady whirl of the roulette wheels. Golden chandeliers cast a warm glow over velvet-lined tables, where fortunes are made and lost with the flick of a wrist. But something feels. . . off.

The dealers never blink. The cards never seem random. And the house always wins - always. Maybe it's just paranoia, or maybe this casino is something more than just a den of chance. Tonight, you're not here just to play; you're here on a mission.

You've arrived dressed to kill, blending into the sea of bodies filling the casino's floors. But you're not here to win points or boost your social standing - you're here to win intel. Somewhere in this casino is a single flash drive containing information on just how Aphaia maintains their system. The only problem? The House knows someone is coming for it. After all, they're well-aware of the game: whoever retrieves the flash drive will obtain information on how to flip the script, to change the rules of the game to fit their wants and needs, rather than following the current Gamerunner. After all, this is the Gamerunner's Stratagem that Aurora has sent them out on! Many apply for 'employment' within the Casino Royale in hopes of getting insider information on where the flash drive is hidden and what it looks like. However, it seems that even the employees have no clue where it has been hidden.

⏵ NOTES ⏴


This is an extension of our Aphaia Mission! We have included enough information in this post that catching up to current in game logs isn't necessary to play with it, but you are welcome to use any part of the Aphaia setting in your prompts as you'd like. Current players are also welcome to bring the events from this TDM into their in-game threads.

This mission can happen outside of time as needed! Incoming characters will find themselves introduced to Aphaia as they arrive. Current characters may find Aurora calling on them to visit Aphaia after the current mission for the Gamerunner's Stratagem.

Characters already in game are welcome to post to the TDM, too! Please mark them as current characters in your header. Threads can be kept as game canon as long as both characters get into the game!

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pricklybloom: (pic#15093432)

[personal profile] pricklybloom 2025-04-15 09:43 am (UTC)(link)
Amy sucks in a breath, the words making the voice even more familiar. It couldn't really be... could it?

"...Shadow? Is that you?"
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[personal profile] pricklybloom 2025-04-15 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
She's only a little surprised that Blaze leads, but she trusts her friend to guide her steps as their dance begins.

"Yeah, I get what you mean. What's up with this place anyway? I'd barely just woken up before that Aurora lady said something about a mission."

She may have still been a bit groggy and hadn't been paying full attention.
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[personal profile] pricklybloom 2025-04-15 09:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ Standing at just under 3', Amy has to look up at the person that speaks. Still, she isn't about to complain, and offers a smile as she nods. ]

I would, actually. Would you be so kind as to help me out?
sophielicious: (60)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-15 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
(It undoubtedly is vastly less fun than flying, but hey, it's a much different rhythm than what she had been experiencing in the past hours. It's unhurried and gives them some much-needed breathing time, which she won't complain about.

No surprise they share the same rank. In a situation where her powers were actually working, this date could as well move them to Paragon, but alas.)


I'm assuming Etraya is super different, isn't it? I got there, ran some stores for supplies and outfits, and came here, so I didn't have a lotta time to take everything in.
venatoris: @antibiotical (pic#16366685)

[personal profile] venatoris 2025-04-15 11:51 am (UTC)(link)
Well, not like the Borg or anything. More just...tabloid crap. Wouldn't really call it blackmail.

[ more popcorn material. ]

Nah. Doesn't seem like I'm important enough for all that. I'm only famous in certain...circles, back home.

[ circles of hell, of hunters, you know.
venatoris: (pic#17781780)

[personal profile] venatoris 2025-04-15 12:10 pm (UTC)(link)
“Gotta look cool where I can,” Dean says with a crooked grin. His mind flashes—unbidden—to that time a forest god chose to take the form of Paris Hilton and then proceeded to kick his ass six ways from Sunday.

Yeah. Maybe he won’t bring that one up.

“I’m not gonna lie—this crap? Way outside most people’s pay grade. But we all make do. Keep moving, keep swinging. The other option? Not really my style.” He's sure not gonna roll over and die, not here. Not now, after everything he's been through.

"And, well. Yeah, you should worry, least a little bit. This place is weird, man. You’re either gonna survive it or end up cursed into turning into a goat on Thursdays.”

A pause, then a slow grin. “Kidding." Is he?

"But seriously, don’t sell yourself short. Half the people who end up saving the day start out thinking they don’t belong in the fight. They just… show up anyway. Do what they can. Sometimes that’s enough. And if it isn't, well," he shrugs, holds his glass up to lightly tap Alex's, "you got people like me here backing you up."
limiterrings: (pic#17723461)

[personal profile] limiterrings 2025-04-15 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the social class labels doesn't seem like much, or could there be more to it that he should question. this girl doesn't seem to cut corners and point out the more important aspects of the missions.

and through all this, worlds are supposed to be saved...

with every piece of information, shadow becomes a little more skeptic to the idea of it. ]


Have you prepared for in case that happens again?
limiterrings: (pic#17703097)

[personal profile] limiterrings 2025-04-15 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
He grunts in response, neither confirming or denying her claim, but it's a gesture that's probably familiar to her all the same.

"You shouldn't stand in one place."

The hedgehog offers this advice knowing that the ground is unstable, and while it can hold their weight, there's some items which makes some areas questionable.
overconfidently: overconfidently. (pic#15702947)

[personal profile] overconfidently 2025-04-15 02:05 pm (UTC)(link)
We’re mutants. Nothing’s impossible.

( They should be impossible. Or what was the word Cable’s little friend used to describe him? An abomination? Yeah. That. Still, the thought is one which Nate only very gently entertains in regards to the mention of a barrier being around Etraya. He’s likely to see for himself because, of course he would. The comment regarding his mother, however, gets him to look back over to Julian for a moment. )

How much do you know about me?
hauntedsnowfall: (z acadimi calm 09)

[personal profile] hauntedsnowfall 2025-04-15 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I see.

[ Dimitri is being dull he fears. He hadn’t been certain if Lars is speaking from personal-world experience or… well, he supposes multi-universe experience.

“-long enough to adjust.” Goodness. How long is that? Dimitri’s eyes rove across the large room- a riot of lights, sound, and people. Everyone here treats this place as if it is old hat to them. How many of people are faking comfortability like Dimitri? Not many, he wagers.

A million questions. He has a million questions and none of them revolve around the mission of the Flash Drive. Dimitri doesn’t want to take up Lars’ valuable time with nonsense, yet he doesn’t want to leave the other man’s company yet.

No wait— There’s one. How to word it… ]


… Why do you think Lady Aurora has us fetching this? Has she said what she will do with it?
crimsonsphere: (Endin' up with not much at all.)

[personal profile] crimsonsphere 2025-04-15 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
...Pretty damn close to.

[That's not good. Paine doesn't know exactly what's done to a person whose score hits 0, but she doesn't want to find out, and she's sure this newcomer doesn't either.

The longer Paine is in Aphaia, the more strongly she is convinced that Aurora is telling them the truth about the whole "universes unraveling" thing. It'd be a shame if this person got wiped out before they even had the chance to try saving their own.

A while ago, Paine would have wondered if Yuna was rubbing off on her. She doesn't ask that know, because she knows it's true. It's not even a question if if she's going to help, just how to do it.]


Don't suppose your life before now included any experience being an entertainer? You need to impress the audience if you want to survive.
hauntedsnowfall: source ? (z acadimi glare 04)

[personal profile] hauntedsnowfall 2025-04-15 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
That is certainly not what I was implying.

[ Dimitri’s voice snaps out louder than he intends to. The hedgehog-man can’t be serious, can he? Senseless slaughter- and for what? Solving a mystery one could use a number of different approaches to answer? Why immediately jump to bloodshed?

He continues speaking in a more hushed volume. ]


I was suggesting this gambling hall may be laying a trap to lure in the would-be thieves. If the regular gamblers found themselves continually losing, unlike regular nights, they would leave. Only the ones intent on other things would remain.

If I got word of a group intent on taking valuable intelligence from my home, or fort, I could could raise security and call it done. Or I could feint ignorance and prepare a snare.
querulus: (x-men - the audACITY)

[personal profile] querulus 2025-04-15 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh.

Okay.

Well, that's a lot. Quentin stops pacing and just. Stares at her, stunned for a moment. What the hell is she talking about—the first one that says hi? Really??]


You turned me down, Sophie! I don't think it's even possible to reject someone harder than you rejected me. What, was I supposed to tell Phoebe "sorry, your sister has first right of refusal"? I moved on.

[Quentin turns and takes a step towards her, gesturing emphatically with his hands in a chopping motion.]

Do I really need to spell this out for you? Phoebe didn't replace you. Couldn't have. Because we were never together. Understand?
shadowsincryo: (You are the faith inside me)

[personal profile] shadowsincryo 2025-04-15 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[He smiles, shoving all the problems around them into a box. He can worry about all of that later. He leans forward.] I’ll remind you when we’re out of here. I can give you a tour of Etraya and we can talk.

We might even catch the train if we’re lucky. It needs some work before it is a fine mode of transport.
hauntedsnowfall: (z acadimi sad 10)

[personal profile] hauntedsnowfall 2025-04-15 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She raises good questions; how are their worlds getting to this point? Dimitri doesn’t think his planet’s resources have been used up to the extent this one has. They have nothing so complex in ways of technology to use them.

But Lady Aurora made it sound as if the problem is real and happening in the immediate future. So, what is causing their worlds to unravel?

Dimitri remains quietly pondering until Blaze’s admission sparks surprise- drawing both his eyes and attention right back to her. He radiates embarrassment and sincerity as he quickly explains: ]


You have my apologies for confusing you, it wasn’t my intention! I, myself, have only been able to tell by the ear-communication devices we all have and… Well, I fear I may have broken mine. It is why I do not wear it.

[ Here he gives a sheepish smile. Dimitri was nervous when Lady Aurora had given him the delicate piece of technology and it wasn’t unfounded. ]
hauntedsnowfall: (z acadimi sad 07)

[personal profile] hauntedsnowfall 2025-04-15 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Dimitri’s eyebrows shoot up into his hairline. Luckily he has been trained to maintain his composure; otherwise, his mouth would likely be hanging open.

He had previously rested his hand on what he thought was another part of this world’s fanciful displays while attempting to get another human’s attention— and failed.

Little did he know, that “fanciful display” is actually a rather polite woman.

After blinking once or twice to help process her not exactly sudden appearance Dimitri retracts his hand from her leg and offers a sheepish smile. ]


Ah, and you have my sincere apologies as well. I did not mean to so casually lay a hand on you— I thought— Well, much to my own embarrassment, I am still adjusting to interacting with people who are not human. I have never met one such as you, great lady.

[ Following his admission he gives her a bow to both acknowledge the offense and give greeting. ]
Edited (Forgot to delete title) 2025-04-15 16:38 (UTC)
lastofthearmlizards: (7)

[personal profile] lastofthearmlizards 2025-04-15 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[If it were any other creature, they might take issue with Dimitri laying a hand on them casually. Fortunately for him, Baylene isn’t offended and she's nice enough to let that slide.]

And likewise, I'm still adjusting to meeting more of your kind and many others around here.
thelightshines: (more than life)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-04-15 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[...They don't feel right. Shadow had continue to pursue the one he had kicked into the wall, pinning it. He has come to expect immediate retaliation by something with his face, but they don't appear to be of the same calibur as the other he encountered. The opponent manages to free it's arm and Shadow reaches to grip theirs. Still just as strong though. His ears swerve at the sound of gears turning. He sees now.

He hears the other robot getting hit by presumebly the pink hedgehog. After taking a quick glance, he grabs the copy by the head with the other hand. Shoes against the wall, he boosts himself off, taking the copy with him and with a well aim throw, sends them crashing into the other robot. He comes skidding to a halt nearby Amy while the robots are in a tangled mess.]
hasitsthorns: are rhymes and nuts (The only thing I bust)

[personal profile] hasitsthorns 2025-04-15 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
a Borzoi named Smokey
a chicken named Buck
and an octopus named Misto

I somehow ended up with a small zoo, but am making it work
thelightshines: (I need more time)

[personal profile] thelightshines 2025-04-15 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I need to get there. [He contemplates for a moment whether to tell her his reason or not. The sooner this gets done, the sooner they can leave right...? In theory.] There's someone over there I need to get to. Or get them somewhere else.
limiterrings: (pic#17723509)

[personal profile] limiterrings 2025-04-15 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ for someone who had to learn the hard way of what's "real" and what's not, dimitri's response only receives a roll of the hedgehog's eyes. he can tell from the way his voice raised that the subject is sensitive to him, but not everyone can feel for the lives of the people around them, he warned the individual earlier of what he was getting into when entrusting a share of information between them.

clearly the hedgehog doesn't care. ]


You're sure they have nights where they win?

[ shadow never looked into that, then again, some others may have been here longer than he has. it's nothing he can confirm, all he can do is glance around then allow his eyes to fall back on the individual in front of him.

his fort, right, okay. he is dated so examples will be too, shadow grows quiet now, adding nothing else as he thinks over all the areas where they're busiest. ]
sophielicious: (nyx_045)

[personal profile] sophielicious 2025-04-15 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
(Mess, mess, mess. Maybe, just maybe, she should have shut up, just maybe, because this is not going well for her at all. Maybe she should not have pulled him out of simp mode. That was probably the best option she had. But noooooo, she wanted to argue.

This grilling feels horrible, no one other than Esme really grills her, so the anger morphs into a whole blurb of confusion, indignation, feeling misheard and misunderstood, and then into immediate regret. This is unusual, never seen before, never experienced before, unexpected, and she feels...

Upset. Of course they've never been together, she never wanted to, will never want to. That's not what she is saying, but if he refuses to see how fucking weird the whole thing is, and she doesn't even know the fucked up part of it, then she's done.

Now she's the one that feels resigned, tired. Alone. Tired, resigned, alone. Alone, dealing with this shit alone. Never seen before. Her brain searches, searches, searches, bounces by his, not the one she wants, bounces through everyone in this building, and nothing. She has never wanted Esme in her brain so badly.

Esme is a bitch. If she had damn Esme, she'd definitely have won this.

Sophie is not Esme. Sophie is... Trying. Trying so hard. So, instead of yelling back, she's just taking the champagne bottle and her own glass back to the couch to breathe.)


You win. Happy? Fine. You win.
hauntedsnowfall: (z acadimi smile 01)

[personal profile] hauntedsnowfall 2025-04-15 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Worry not, Dimitri is also taking this very seriously; he wants the young man to do well! If he can aid the young man in any way to benefit the other’s survival- he will. ]

Moving in time with the sounds of roiling water touches upon the very foundation of dance- so that is a very good start.

[ Dimitri offers a warm smile. This wallflower is very cute in his earnestness and he comes across very pure.

Glancing out at the stadium-turned-dance floor he scans it lightly. ]


There doesn’t seem to be any ridged style of dance at play here tonight. Which is lucky, a great many of dances require memorizing steps and movements.

[ He looks back to the wallflower, still smiling. ]

So, I believe the rule here is the same as every where else on this planet. It must be entertaining.
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[personal profile] vexant 2025-04-15 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
( he's not complaining, but he's not telling quire thanks either. not when he's still in his face, not when he's still contemplating what the hell he's supposed to do with this. it'd be really damn nice, if they could have just one part of their lives not be full of complications. quire pissing him off? fine. quire riding the line of an anxiety attack and then shoving all of that onto julian, pulling him back into his own nightmares of being shredded to pieces only for him to, what, decide maybe julian wants to remember what it feels like to be able to touch someone with hands he doesn't have currently, supposedly will have back soon, but the cost of his resurrection, his renewal is that - not long after, they'll lose yet another home they'd built up for themselves?

it's not fair.

it's never fair.

none of this is. there's so many levels to how fucked up their entire lives are, to quentin dying, over and over again, and for what. julian's gotten fucked up, been left behind, brought back into the fold only to go out on the front lines and get himself fucked up again and for what? peace was never an option, not when fear is why people hate them so much. violence does nothing but make it worse. telling humanity to fuck off and leave them alone while they went off to live on their own terms didn't work. and look how badly they fucked up quentin's head while trying to do that. jesus. )


No, jackass. I'm not good. ( but he will give an extra hard shove against quentin's chest, before he's taking a step back and away. breaks the contact, because he's going to try to claw his way out of his own skin if that keeps up. it hadn't been all that long ago since he told jay he was pretty sure they were all just waiting around for their turn to die after m-day. that they'd finally, finally gotten a place they could just - be safe. and now look at them. )

Don't act like you know me, because you clearly don't. Don't act like I'm here to be your personal punishment dispenser, because I'm not going to hit you. You want someone to fuck you over because you can't do it yourself? Find someone else.
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[personal profile] sabigoe 2025-04-15 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Fio stands at attention when making eye contact with the alien, giving a nervous smile at their many eyes. There's a wide range of books that she can request. ] Um... [ She gives Blaze's hand a light squeeze.

She loves stories of princesses and their happily ever after endings, even if she knew many of those tales were unlikely. She loves browsing encyclopedias filled with plants and animals, despite some of the difficult words. Those are some possible options. She also wonders if there's anything that could be useful during their stay on the planet. ]


Do you... have an adventure story? Maybe... something with heroes traveling to a far off land. Something with a happy ending.

[ It might serve as inspiration and a morale boost for their journey ahead. ]