[ John remembers the people who were like that. That somehow kept their heads above water. In the end he didn't. Maybe that's part of why the CIA picked him. Kara certainly did her best to burn any last traces out of him so there was just the job left. That was fine back in New York, he could just make his life be the numbers, but he's lost in Etraya. He doesn't remember how to just be a person and it shows. ]
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That's special. Takes a strong person to do that.