[ When he first arrived John agreed with Carver. He still does, a little. But it's been long enough that he's letting himself believe that it won't come to that, that he won't have to fight Carver, or Accelerator, or Krouse, or Gorgug, or, or, or. So many people that have wormed their way into his life despite his best attempts at keeping them at arms length. And he still does, still doesn't open up to them, still doesn't share himself, but he knows how much he doesn't want to make that decision. ]
I don't believe that.
[ Even with his doubts, even though he got a sniper rifle, even though he makes mental plans on how to fight people, John is choosing hope. It's a strange thing. It's a place he'd never be without Harold. He's letting himself hope. ]
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I don't believe that.
[ Even with his doubts, even though he got a sniper rifle, even though he makes mental plans on how to fight people, John is choosing hope. It's a strange thing. It's a place he'd never be without Harold. He's letting himself hope. ]