[Till hears Ivan get up; he hears Ivan go. he'd begged for him to stay.
a shaky smile cracks unsteadily across his features as he cries, realizing for the first time what a piece of shit he really is. he wonders if it hurt this bad for Ivan, all those years ago, when Till was the one who broke Ivan's heart.
knocks my own head off w liquor bottle WE DID IT
a shaky smile cracks unsteadily across his features as he cries, realizing for the first time what a piece of shit he really is. he wonders if it hurt this bad for Ivan, all those years ago, when Till was the one who broke Ivan's heart.
he understands now.]