[Till's content with that much, for now. all the chaotic feelings and thoughts have kind of gridlocked, and now it feels like his head is just full of static. he's grateful he's too numb to really cry; he does sometimes feel his breath squeeze and hiccup in a way that makes him feel worried it might start back up again. he just closes his eyes and rests, fingers occasionally twisting into the fabric.
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he does feel a little calmer, though.
he's unhappy, but at least he's calmer.]